Struggles of Nursing

Blog #8

Over the past weeks of clinicals I realized that I have a hard time dealing with suicidal individuals. I'm not a very emotional person and never have been, but for some reason, this topic touches me so deeply that I can't stop thinking about these individuals even when I go home. The fact that they don't see anything worth living for is so heartbreaking when inside of me I have the greatest joy because of Someone who is completely, totally, in love with me and my faults. I want everybody to have this joy inside and when I meet people that don't and are willing to take their lives before even knowing about this love, completely turns me upside down and brings out emotions in me that I never knew existed before. I've been really praying about this. I believe that God will guide me and comfort me and teach me how to overcome this struggle and how to become a light to those that have these struggles.